Rescued & Redeemed

Re-wind to November

2011-12-27T21:01:00.000-05:00

Well, as stated in the last post, the busy-ness has continued. Although I must confess, I did catch some down time the 24th - the 26th, but who wants to ruin down time with doing something? I didn't crawl out of bed until 9:49 Monday morning (and the angels sang the Hallelujah chorus with me...) and shortly after 12:30, I was asleep again for 2 hours!! Today has been a struggle to stay awake, but I was willing to risk it for the sake of sleep on Monday.

The Children's Choir musical that was also mentioned in the previous post was a HUGE success. I would post tons of pictures for you, but since I'm kind of the behind the scenes person when it comes to these programs, pictures are limited. VERY limited.

However, I still have a few details to catch you up on prior to the musical!

How about we'll start with covering the entire month of November. Shortly after the Fall Festival was over, I headed North! I really do enjoy a road trip. The only thing I don't necessarily like about it is going along. So I've learned to adapt...and meet up with others I know!

I started my trip in Nashville, TN (my first time there!). I went to the Women's Leadership Forum put on by Lifeway Women. You might recall that I went last year and was blown away with the leaders involved with the Lifeway Women's Leaders. This year was no different. I got to see several of the ladies from the Lifeway team that I had the privilege to work under last year. They are such a blessing to work along side of! I also had the opportunity to hear a few of the speakers from last year as well as a couple of new ones. Travis was there to lead us in worship - that man can sing. (Sorry for lack of pictures for this part of the trip...but when you're busy, you're busy.) I also got to meet up (and even room with one) with some of the girls/ladies that I met last year! It was great to hear about all that God has done and is continuing to do in their lives!

After the Forum ended on Saturday, I hit the road for a loooong time. I had a destination in mind (with a scheduled stop or two). The first stop was in Sevierville, TN to visit with a couple of cousins who live in that area. We met up for a quick dinner since I had to get on the road to Raleigh, NC to see this beautiful lady get married! Alicia and I have known each other for many years and I couldn't imagine being on the road the same weekend as her wedding and not going to her wedding!

After the wedding I headed south to Jacksonville to see the wonderful Keisha (not pictured). We did what we do best (shop and eat). From there it was home bound to nurse the sick patients at my house.

Then there was Thanksgiving at the farm with the Young Family (mom's side). There are lots of little cousins running around these days, and we love it.

This girl LOVES her Uncle Jerry!

The girls had to opportunity to take their first horse ride. Harmony is now in LOVE with horses. Hallie can take them or leave them, but Harmony hasn't quit talking about them yet!

After horse back riding, the girls quickly took a break to roast a marshmallow. I may have roasted one for myself as well.

So it was a busy month for me. This might help you forgive me for lack of posting during that month. Now that I've posted twice in December...we won't have need for that this month. ;-)

It's Been A While

2011-12-04T16:14:00.000-05:00

I'm still alive!

Life's been a little busy the past few months, and will continue to be through the month of December and right on in to 2012. Breaks are hard to find these days, but I dare not complain!

So to start catching you up on my life...Children's Choir is still going strong. We have a big musical next Sunday (the worker's may be getting a little stressed...):

The Fall Festival & Touch-A-Truck went well:

Sadly, that's all the update I have time for (right now). I'll be back. Don't worry, I even have more pictures!

It's been a good week!

2011-10-17T16:51:00.000-04:00

416. Longing to Taste and See
417. Watching as children learn to worship.
418. The Humpty Dumpty song. "Ain't that funky now!?"
419. The possibility of a new cell phone. Something's wrong when you have to turn the phone off to get a clear screen.
420. Getting to have dinner with The Bennett Family along with Mrs. Canterbury!
421. Nicholas Sparks. He gets me every time. This time I predicted his ending though...
422. A day to myself. It's when my thinking gets done! (And maybe the shopping too...)
423. Alicia! That girl has been through trial after trial, yet she stands firm.
424. Bridal Showers.
425. Getting to spend more time with The Bennett Family, Mr. & Mrs. Canterbury, the Stroud's and 2 out of 3 Ziglars!
426. Hugging friends.
427. Holding a 4 month old from Texas!
428. The story of Isaac and Jacob and the ultimate kindness and compassion that is portrayed in their story.
429. Witnessing God at work - first hand.
430. That my God is living and active.
431. That my God is the Healer.
432. That my God is the Redeemer.
433. After church text to tell me of a newborn baby!
434. Finishing a book.
435. Getting to hold the newborn baby before he even turned 12 hours old! Welcome to the world Mr. Korban!! You're as cute as can be!

Multitudes on Monday

2011-10-10T14:30:00.000-04:00

Ahh! I'm not quite sure where this past week has gone. Or this year actually.

It's Monday again! I can say one thing about counting Thanksgiving on Monday - it improves a gloomy day!

401. The sound of God's people Worshipping HIM!
402. Not being a fan of Jesus, but a follower.
403. Answered prayer - a cousin passed the Florida BAR!
404. Celebration with said cousin.
405. October - it's one of my favorite months for some reason.
406. Friends who are obediently going where God has called them to go - in spite of known danger.
407. Free time.
408. Voicemails from a friend I haven't heard from in a while. If only to hear the phone ring next time...
409. A pleasant day out with mom.
410. Several people telling me they think I'd be good at a particular ministry - and I'd gladly go if the position was offered.
411. The PUMPKIN time of year! Oh the gluten allergy may suffer a bit.
412. The desire to live intentionally.
413. The slow drizzle of rain.
414. Whatever is true, noble, right, pure, lovely and admirable!
415. Lunch with Celie! (...and her family as well!)

Multitudes on Monday

2011-10-03T21:13:00.000-04:00

I'm sure I'll post more about the trip to Expo a little later in the week, but for now there are other things that I must catch up on, so I leave you with the Thanksgiving:

341. Safe Travels.
342. Needed Laughter.
343. Deep Conversation.
344. Similar Convictions.
345. Restfull Sleep.
346. Garmin Nuvi - "Gloria."
347. 14+ hours of travel full of conversation, little music.
348. Watching God.
349. Meeting God.
350. Worshipping God.
351. Pursuing God.
352. Desiring God.
353. New Friends.
354. Gifted Musicians.
355. Gifted Teachers and Preachers.
356. Time Away.
357. Quietness in His Presence.
358. Seeing God transform His people.
359. Seeing a new hunger and passion rise up among His people.
400. Worship Expo.

On Your Mark, Get Set....

2011-09-26T11:39:00.001-04:00

I'm so often distracted by the things of this world, that all I want to do is draw away by myself - just get alone with God. I've been there multiple times in my life. Nothing else will do. Though I'm not there yet, I'm sensing the desire coming. Sadly, I'm so busy over the coming months that it will be difficult to literally "draw away" from all others. I'm hoping the end of this week will help - though I'll be surrounded by plenty of others.

If you'll recall from two years ago, I went on a trip. A very spontanious trip. A trip that we literally planned the week before leaving. A trip that left me utterly speechless at the Presence of Holy God, taking pleasure in mankind. Speechless that He would love a filthy sinner such as I. Speechless that not only does He love me, He wants an intimate relationship with me.

I don't know that I ever fully recovered from that trip. I praise Him for His Presence and His conviction that fell so heavily in that former Sam's Club Warehouse turned Sanctuary of God. I praise Him for the much needed change that took place in this sinners heart and life.

And now, today, I countdown. 48 hours and 47 minutes until I leave to go to the same conference. I'm excited. I'm nervous. While I've been there before, I'm not sure what to expect (as you see, it's all fresh and new - messages, classes, etc.).

This I do know - I go expecting.

You see if I go expecting to worship, expecting to lay it all down, expecting to hear from Him, then I'm going anticipating it. Looking for it. Waiting on it. And I don't want to miss it.

The group of 4 from two years ago has turned in to a group of 19 this year. Just from our church. There's anticipation in the air. There's longing in the hearts. There's a journey ahead.

So as I prepare to go, I'm hoping to spend a couple of days in thanksgiving and gratitude, in confession and in prayer. Today's list is just a hint of that which is going on.

321. For the diamond that I've worn the past few days that reminds me of granny and the legacy she left.
322. For the self-less few.
323. Hearing "It Is Well" and remembering.
324. Healing through Worship.
325. The Gospel being grasped by young hearts.
326. The promise of the rainbow. The promise of God.
327. The excitement of something new.
328. The anticipation of going.
239. Worship Expo 2011
340. Terry - who tirelessly and selflessly plans Expo, amidst his other ministering to the churches across Florida.

301...

2011-09-20T21:57:00.000-04:00

Somehow I missed Monday. It could have been that I was fairly busy. I mean, it took me almost 2 hours (definitely interrupted) to eat my lunch and then I didn't eat dinner until 8:30. So with that I'll start my list:

301. I was able to eat yesterday. Breakfast, Lunch and dinner.
302. The meaning of "I love you" between friends. Not a shortened, un-emphasized "love you." There's emphasis on the "I"!
303. Lots of new faces in Children's Ministry.
304. Slumber parties.
305. A 5 year old who holds my hand as she falls asleep and a 3 year old who does her best to cling to my neck so I won't leave.
306. The promise to return to her.
307. The promise of Christ's return to His own!
308. "Well loved" little girls for a couple of days.
309. Shopping with mom.
310. Fresh seafood.
311. Still standing after feeling the attack of the enemy all day Sunday. I may walk with a limp or hunch over from weariness, but I won't give up and let him win. He's not worth it.
312. Nursery workers. Sunday School teachers. Children's workers. It's often a thankless job for them. I challenge you to thank the ones (as many as you can) at your church this week!
313. Friends who understand where I'm coming from when I unload on them.
314. Godly counsel.
315. Anticipation of meeting up with a friend I met last year at the Women's Leadership Forum! We're gonna be roomies!
316. Anticipation of the Women's Leadership Forum! Mrs. Esther will be there again!
317. The fact that even if I miss a day out of a devotional book to allow more time in the Word, when I get back to the devotional book, there's a message for that day, if not for that moment. It might not have meant the same if I had got to it the day before.
318. Bible Study with the ladies!
319. Wedding invitations in the mail! :) (Not mine...but a friends.)
320. Sweet dreams.

Real Pit BBQ, Real Deal Friends!

2011-09-13T21:34:00.000-04:00

Real Pit BBQ

with Real Deal friends!

Over a month ago now (I know, a little slow on keeping you up to date) I had to make a quick trip to Tallahassee. As did a few friends.

It presented the perfect opportunity to kidnap another friend from her workplace bagged lunch for a trusted lunch for all!

Meet Michael (Mikey), Mindy and sweet Emma.

I met Mindy in the Spring semester of 2004 and have loved her ever since! We often shared laughs, deep talks and breakfast in room 807 of Napier Hall! Memories like that don't just happen - they're made! I wish we were able to make new memories a little more often, but I've already seen her more in the past couple of months than I have in the last 4 years! They've recently moved a little closer by - to which I must say I am very happy about! God is using them in the local church! I know He is honored and glorified through them and the student ministry that they are involved with!

Michael, of course, is her husband - another friend from College.

Then there's Miss Emma - cute as she can be! I'm convinced if she saw me a little more often we'd be best of friends!

She's got the "cheese" down to perfection!

Then there's Brandi. Beautiful Brandi. I love this girl so much! There's much depth in there once you know her. I love having discussions with her. I usually leave with a fresh perspective! She's married to Josh, who may have hooked a sister up with a Fried Pickle recipe. I may be forever indebted to him. But something tells me he'd never accept my payment - it's just how he is. These two were made for each other and I can't wait to see and hear about all that God does through them!

It's days like these that make me miss the old days. The days when our greatest concern was making it to class, turning in the paper on time, hanging out, doing a little studying, eating and hanging out. Did I mention hanging out?

Thanks friends! You know how to cheer up a friend!

286-300

2011-09-12T13:18:00.000-04:00

Thankful that it's Monday - and I get to polish off a list of Thankfulness. Sometimes it takes reflecting on Thanksgiving to put me in a better mood!

286. Three day work weeks - I could get used to them. Probably shouldn't though.
287. Rainy and relaxing weekends.
288. Friends for dinner. (Eating with them, not eating them.)
289. Four generations of family gathered together.
290. Bad days - yes, I'm even thankful for them. It could always be so much worse.
291. Those who look for ways to help others in need.
292. Hot Crab Dip.
293. The back of my car piled full of supplies for church events, several times a year.
294. When I tell God that I'm going to show up expecting a Word from Him, He delivers.
295. My momma's Chicken Salad. It just doesn't get much better.
296. Seeing and hearing about others falling deeply in love with an intimate God.
297. Change and Growth within this heart.
298. Those who stick around to clean up - they are a blessing!
299. Adam and Eve's clothing - the sacrifice that was made to cover their nakedness. Such a reflection of the sacrifice made to cover our shame.
300. An unexpected kiss.

We Will Remember

2011-09-11T22:00:00.000-04:00

I can tell you exactly where I was when I heard the news. I couldn't believe what I was told. It was my freshman year of college at GCCC and I had just come out of ENC 1102. I had made the walk down the sidewalk and was enjoying the beautiful morning - like so many other college students. I had a class in just a few minutes and wanted to enjoy the outdoors before being sent back in for another hour.

I noticed a friend from Vernon quickly approaching me. "Sarah, have you heard?" When I answered "no" she went on to tell me that a plane had just flown in to the first tower. I immediately thought that it sounded strange, but I guess it could happen. Planes do crash from time to time. We then went inside our class and she began to tell others in the class all that she had heard on the radio on her way to school that morning.

The professor came in, quietly. Unusual for her. She went straight to the computer, turned on the projector that was normally used for PowerPoint Presentations about General Psychology during that hour. There was nothing general about the psychological effects that were started that day. She immediately pulled up a live feed and we watched in horror as the 2nd plane hit the 2nd tower. We watched in horror as lives were taken, as buildings collapsed.

School was eventually cancelled for the rest of the day. A high school friend and I had carpooled over that morning, and carpooled home in shock and disbelief. We took the long way home - the Air Force Base that we normally drove through was locked up tight. It's usually a long way home, but when all you can think of is being home with loved ones, the road gets longer.

I think 9/11/01 was God telling America to "Wake up!" People turned and returned to God. They sought answers from Christians. In desperation they cried out.

For two months. I heard it stated even today that within two months after 9/11, church attendance/participation was back to the number it had been before the attack. Two months.

Meanwhile, God is still saying "Wake up!" to our nation and to the world. Earthquakes, Tsunamis, Famines, Hurricanes (9 of the costliest hurricanes in history have happened since 9/11), Drought, Fire, and Flood - and these are just the Natural Disasters! We could go on and on about all that's going on in our Economy and our Culture to add to that list!

God says "Wake up!" because so many have fallen back asleep. So many do not see it. So many do not hear His plea to repent and return to Him! He's shaking us to try to get us to wake up and rekindle our first love - Him! Yet so many of them sleep. They've been asleep for 9 years and 10 months. They started drifting back to sleep within two months of the attacks!

And the convicting part for me? I'm letting some of them sleep. Jesus Christ IS coming back, and time is running short. And I'm letting some of them sleep.

Oh God, You have convicted my heart tonight. You have reminded me that You not only have a great love for these people, You desire them to turn to You before it's too late. You are seeking them just as You sought me. You have commanded Your children to GO and MAKE disciples, yet so often we sit by waiting to catch a nap ourselves. I ought to be busy working for the time is short! Help me to be bold with Your Word and Your Truth - may I boldly proclaim it to those I come in contact with. May I be one who helps others wake up, repent and run back to the King of kings and Lord of lords!

Hang on!

2011-09-07T21:58:00.001-04:00

I often times find myself amazed by the deep love of God for His people. God, who is seated on His throne in Heaven, loved (and loves us still) so much that He sent Christ to earth, sinful and wicked earth, to save those who would choose to accept. Christ, though highly exalted, came from Heaven to tread this earth and die for us.

I'm here to tell you, I am not worth it - even by my own standards. Yet He did not ask my opinion or permission. God sent Christ, Christ obeyed - even to the point of death. For me. For you.

These past couple of months, for various reasons, have been somewhat difficult for me personally. I'm not much of a transparent person by any means. Reaching out to others when I'm in need is strange to me. Be there for someone when they're in need - sure! But I find it difficult to be the opposite. Few people know that (until now when I just shared it for the world to see). However, over these past few months, I have been reassured once again of the LOVE that God has for me. He has for all man-kind. And two things stick out that I have recognized/re-learned in recent weeks: 1) We cannot be over-comers if we have nothing to overcome 2) We have to examine closely what we "hang-on" to when the road gets bumpy. I could have held on to all that the world had to offer, but I intentionally chose to seek God, to hang on to Him as my first love. To hang onto something tightly means hanging on with both hands. We must make a choice as to what we hold on to.

And LOVE compelled me to hang on to Him. And that has made all the difference.

271-285

2011-09-05T10:44:00.000-04:00

271. Brokenness between friends.
272. Freshly bathed kiddos in their jammies.
273. New smiles at church.
274. Common bonds.
275. Adaptation to change.
276. The ones who go out of their way to meet a need.
277. Daddy & Daughter dates.
278. "Aunt Sarah, I'm 5!"
279. Special Birthday trips
280. Quiet Weekends.
281. Smoked Ribs - to perfection.
282. Family laughter.
283. God's ability to start with nothing and create it in to something.
284. Long naps on rainy days.
285. Peace.

Weary

2011-08-30T10:00:00.004-04:00

Definition of WEARY

: exhausted in strength, endurance, vigor, or freshness

: expressing or characteristic of weariness weary

: having one's patience, tolerance, or pleasure exhausted —used with of weary of waiting

Good dictionary, thank you for explaining how I've been feeling lately. Yet here is where I rest, Galatians 6:9:

So we must not get tired of doing good, for we will reap at the proper time if we don't give up.

So thankful for the Word of God that teaches, corrects and rebukes. May I ever be changed by it.

Thankful.

2011-08-29T11:57:00.000-04:00

256. Mornings off - if even for a Dr. appointment.
257. Three days on a boat.
258. No sunburn after those three days. Especially when you randomly run in to your Dermatologist at dinner one evening.
259. Salty sea air.
260. A sea turtle swimming by.
261. Scallops found.
262. Time with my dad.
263. Time with my Father.
264. The wooing of the Holy Spirit.
265. Tears that fall freely - signs of brokenness.
266. Trials & Storms. My life. The lives of others. Use me as encouragement Father.
267. These sentences and phrases from Ann's own blog today: "It is only the present moment alone that holds the possibility of coming into the presence of God. Look around, breathe deep, enter into this one moment — Now could be an altar. This time could be a tabernacle."
268. A 6 letter word that starts with C and ends with R. I pray that God uses it to draw a wondering heart back to Him.
269. Visiting with old friends. Laughter fills the air.
270. A young one who says in Sunday School "I heard it first from you!" referring to message of Christ, the message of grace and hope, the message of Salvation!

In all honesty, I started todays list thinking it would be nearly impossible to come up with this list today. But it wasn't. Even in the hard things, in the difficult times, there is much to be thankful for. To pray for.

Counting it all - Grace.

2011-08-22T11:23:00.000-04:00

236. God's grace through my stubbornness.
237. The timing of a message desperately needed in my life.
238. Scripture memorization with Lee Ann and hundreds more.
239. The reminder of the need for humility (Philippians 2:3)
240. Fresh fish.
241. Birthday Parties.
242. Kick-off parties done right - and with workers who love crafts as much/more than me!
243. Fresh Popcorn
244. "Mini" Sprite cans - oh the cuteness!
245. Two mornings of sleeping in, back to back.
246. Newks Chicken Salad.
247. Spiritual Growth in others.
248. "Dropping the Ball"
249. Keisha getting to go to NYC. A smidge of jealousy is within me.
250. A friend who knows when there is hurt and offers encouragement through the Word.
251.God's revelation through His word - over and over.
252. The things that God has left hidden from the reader! Oh to ask Him one day!
253. The proper response to storms - Worship.
254. Considering it pure joy to face trials.
255. A lazy and fun, friend filled weekend.

Melted Down, Poured Out

2011-08-18T22:13:00.000-04:00

Just in case you missed it late last year, I have some new favorites in my life. One of those is Mrs. Esther Burroughs, whom I had the privilege to meet last November in NC.

She is a Godly woman and a great teacher to women (who will listen) - both young and old. While in NC, I picked up a couple of her books because I knew after hearing her speak that I'd want more from her and it's safe to say I was right. I've finished a couple of them, loaned one of them out (a book on building family legacies - SOOO good) and now I'm working on another one entitled Empowered: Claiming the Power of the Holy Spirit. Like the other books I've read, I have enjoyed and been challenged by this one. But two paragraphs that I read just tonight resonated with me after a week of waging war on various levels and topics in my personal life. I give to you that selection of writing:

During the reign of Oliver Cromwell, the British government began to run low on silver coins. Lord Cromwell sent his men to the local cathedrals to see if they could find any precious metals. The men reported, "The only silver we could find was the statues of the saints standing in the corners," to which the radical soldier and statesman of England replied, "Good. We'll melt down the saints and put them into circulation!"

Just imagine--melted saints circulating through the mainstream of humanity, bringing value to everyday life. Not the saints who are dressed up in three-piece-suits or shiny silk dresses, comfortably seated on padded pews every Sunday. No, Jesus desires that we be "melted down" saints in the marketplaces of life--on campuses, in shops, in corporate offices, in homes, on the streets--everywhere there are people. We are not to be statues in the church--shiny and polished. We are to be melted down--as in "poured out"--moving through our marketplace as saints empowered by the Holy Spirit.

On more than one occasion this week has my prayer been for me to basically be "melted down" so that I can be "poured out," to even be broken before the melting and the pouring. "Melted saints circulating through the mainstream of humanity bringing value to everyday life." Sadly, I did not act like this on more than one occasion this week.

God use me where I'm at. It may not be my desire, but it's where you have me. Teach me to be content where you have me.

Thankful.

2011-08-15T13:07:00.001-04:00

So I know this mornings post may have been a bit heavy, but it's how I woke up, often times thoughout the night/morning, feeling.

So to make it better, I give to you my list of thanks!

216. Mercy & Forgiveness to this sin sick soul.
217. Sleeping babies in my arms.
218. Expectant mothers/Baby Showers
219. Less than two months until Worship Expo! Oh this heart is ready! (I think.)
220. Never forsaken.
221. Never forgotten.
222. Shopping and finding good deals.
223. The smell of the bay.
224. My new found grilling skills.
225. Black olives - straight from the can.
226. Fresh linens.
227. The jealous love of God.
228. A good cry (all the guys just groaned).
229. Movie night with random paper fights after.
230. First day back to school - for them.
231. God hears our cries.
232. He answers our prayers.
233. He knows what He's doing.
234. Scriptures correction of my own sinful attitude.
235. Confidence taht He who began this work in me will complete it.

My Struggle

2011-08-15T10:31:00.000-04:00

This morning, I struggle.
Yesterday, I struggled.
The struggle is real. It shouldn't be, but it is.
It's a struggle few would "get". It's a struggle that I recognize I shouldn't even be struggling with, but I do. I've prayed and I've cried out (the ugly cry - until no more would come) and still I struggle.

I struggle with self.
I struggle with others.
I struggle with the way we treat each other. The way we act towards one another. What we do, and don't, say to others.

I struggle to be real.
I struggle to be real with others.I see this same struggle with/in others. Why can't we just recognize that we're all flawed.
Recognize it. Accept it. Accept one another. Move on.

Sin.

It's disgusting - In me and in others.
Pride. Favortism. Back-stabbing. Lust. Greed. Lying. So many others...
Sin is not of God. Why do we do it? Why do we put up with it? Why do we tolerate it? Even within our churches.

Oh God, I do not want to point fingers unless it is towards myself. Forgive me. I know those sins describe me at different times in my life. Some of them even now. Cleanse me from my sin, take it away. I don't want to dishonor You. I want to bring You pleasure. May Your glory be my hearts first and utmost desire.

Living Fully

2011-08-08T12:21:00.000-04:00

201. Finding out the true meaning of a Word.
202. "We missed you!" statements accompanied by leg hugs.
203. Real relationships with Doctors. So real that THEY feel comfortable sharing, crying, hugging. Oh that his heart would only surrender to God.
204. The feeling of Accomplishment.
205. Those who follow the Holy Spirit's leading.
206. Worship Leaders (shout out to Matthew!)
207. Sonny's with friends. Or without. But with is definitely better.
208. Friends with children, babies or thinking about having babies. This single girl loves to spoil them all...
209. The prayers said in private.
210. Laughter with friends from years ago.
211. Long tables full of those you know and love.
212. Engagements.
213. Old pictures.
214. Heat lightening.
215. The Web-footed Flying Fishy Bush.

My Concern for the Future

2011-08-04T23:08:00.000-04:00

A friend recently wrote a blog stating the parenting decisions that drove him crazy as a youth pastor.

I found myself in agreement with them all - as a Children's Ministry Coordinator.

And as I commented in his status, sadly, it starts when they are kids. It's not something new that just appears as parents of teenager. It starts young.

And to me, it is often heartbreaking to see, and even hear.

I get that parents want their child to be involved in extra-curricula activities. I get that parents want their child to have experiences that they may or may not have had. I get that parents want kids to enjoy their childhood and not have too much weighing on them. They are kids after-all. I get it.

But I also realize that they have a whole life ahead of them. A whole life that can be lived for themselves (or the parent) or God. And most parents aren't training their children to live for God.

I think our families are in a sad state when baseball, football, dance, cheerleading, piano or whatever else we can plug our children into takes the place of church.

I want parents to realize that their children are the future of the church. Their children are the future leaders of our country.

Their children are bowing down (or are being forced to bow down) to idols. Anything that comes before God is an idol. He commands us in Exodus 20 not to do that!

¹ Then God spoke all these words:    ² I am the LORD your God, who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the place of slavery.
    ³ Do not have other gods besides Me.
    ⁴ Do not make an idol for yourself, whether in the shape of anything in the heavens above or on the earth below or in the waters under the earth. ⁵ You must not bow down to them or worship them; for I, the LORD your God, am a jealous God, punishing the children for the fathers' sin, to the third and fourth [generations] of those who hate Me, ⁶ but showing faithful love to a thousand [generations] of those who love Me and keep My commands.

I have heard parents say numerous times, "Adam won't be there Wednesday night, he has ball practice." or "Angel won't be coming to that class, she's been in class for 9 months now and she's just, well, classed/learned out." What these parents often consider "harmless" essentially teaches the child that God can take a back seat to anything else their heart desires.

Proverbs 22:6
Teach a youth about the way he should go; even when he is old he will not depart from it.

Did I mention these are the future leaders of our churches and our nation? And we're training them to neglect relationship and fellowship with God to pursue the temporal enjoyments of this earthly life?

I have had the opportunity a couple of times to speak this in to the lives of parents. They express to me how much they want and desire for their child to love and follow after God. They want them to know Him intimately and serve Him. Yet they send a mixed message. "It's ok to put God first on Sunday mornings, but the other 165 hours of the week, well, that can be about anything else."

My advice to parents is this: If you want your child to love and pursue God, put God first - personally - in everything. Let your child see it. Let your child know that you are serious about God! Steer them towards God in your daily, moment by moment, activities. It can be done! While building blocks with a 3 year old a couple of weeks ago she suggested we build a wall. You can believe I took the opportunity to tell the story about Joshua and the walls of Jericho! While looking at fish and alligators, you can easily point to our Creator God who is absolutely amazing! In the midst of a lightening storm, you can easily tell of God's power - yet all the while reassuring them of God's love!

It's not difficult. We just have to be prepared. Let them learn about God. Let them chase after God. Let them find Him! Let them love Him and ultimately be the leader of the church and country of tomorrow! Future generations are depending on us! They're depending on them!

A Journey of Thankfulness

2011-08-01T21:11:00.000-04:00

176. Graciousness

177. Getting so caught up in a story that you lose all track of time.

178. Surrender when things don't go as I expect.

179. The Glory of God shining on the faces of others.

180. "This is the Day" by Travis Cottrell

181. God's continual pursuit of our surrender.

182. That I miss accountability when it's been a while. A firm reminder to get back to it.

183. Nothing can separate.

184. God's reminder for us to check our attitude - Philippians 2:5-11

185. Springs of water - deep, refreshing, cool

186. These kids (and several others)

187. Fun trips with above kids (and several others).

188. Saying "See you later" to two sweet girls who moved. We're sad to see them go, but can't wait to hear what God's going to do with them at their new home and school!

189. My new love for the McDonald's Caramel Frappe - could it be that I might like coffee yet?

200. Rhonda Tull cake.

A Journey of Thankfulness

2011-07-25T21:31:00.000-04:00

156 - Moments cherished
157 - Raised eyebrows by a wondering child
158 - Hugs
159 - Time away, alone
160 - Those who speak into my life
161 - Those who speak over my life
162 - Cute movies, safe enough to take children to
163 - Friendships between children, who even though they realize their time together in the same town is limited, there's still time for one more chance to laugh together.
164 - The moment when the awkwardness in a room breaks.
165 - Butterfingers
166 - Bike rides
167 - Compliments and thankfulness still coming in over a month after an event
168 - The story of the Prodigal Son - and the awesome, forgiving Father
169 - Passionate teaching of the Word
170 - A year gone by without the earthly presence of a dearly missed loved one. God's grace has been written all over the healing that has taken place in my life during this year. The year has had it's share of trials, but His grace has been sufficient. His power has been made perfect in my weakness. There's still more work to be done in me, but He who began a good work in me, will be faithful to complete it!
171 - Last minute dinners with extended family
172 - My Aunt Faye
173 - Giggles of little girls
174 - Starting new books and finishing old ones
175 - Fresh crayons

Counting it all - Grace.

2011-07-18T11:02:00.000-04:00

141 - Long drives in quiet cars.
142 - Remembering I am not alone, no matter how lonely I may feel on earth.
143 - Children with manners.
144 - Adults with manners.
145 - Time heals.
146 - Fondness grows.
147 - An abundance of rain.
148 - The power of a praying grandmother.
149 - New classes starting.
150 - New personalities to learn.
151 - Those who volunteer with enthusiasm.
152 - A friend who sneaks in to town and calls to let you (out of few) know.
153 - A "big ol' hug and a big ol' kiss" from my Hallie bug. It makes the day better.
154 - Sleeping late on a Saturday.
155 - Answered prayer.

Not much

2011-07-15T15:36:00.000-04:00

I feel as though I need to post - but I feel I must tell you that there's not much going on in my life. The lives of others, sure. Mine? Not so much. My regular daily schedule:

Wake up
QT
Shower/Get Ready
Work
Work some more
Come home
Cook
Clean
Read
Bed

See - not much going on there. Personally.

However, the ins and outs of my life may tell you different. But I won't bore you.

A few highlights from the week:

The Prines have moved to PSJ! For those who don't know, the Prines are friends from College! It's exciting to have them here, yet it's still very surreal.
A few fun outings planned for the kiddos at church! We're excited!
A surprise visit from a friend at work the other day.
A surprise visit from a friend from Atlanta who decided to pop in town for a couple of days! I got to spend 3 1/2 precious hours with her last night!
I just made some extremely yummy Pralines - New Orleans style. Yum.

And I suppose if I would have taken pictures of those things, it would have made for a more interesting post. Sorry. I don't think that far in advance!

I still love you blog friends!

I Will Wait.

2011-06-28T10:26:00.001-04:00

Love this.

Thankful.

2011-06-27T21:43:00.000-04:00

121. Serving God.
122. Mail surprises!
123. Faithfulness of God.
124. New Purse.
125. Wrestling with God. He wins.
126. Finishing a book (Do You Know Who I Am: And other brave questions women ask)!
127. Starting a new book!
128. 2 close friends with birthdays 3 days apart!
129. Alone time where more wrestling is done.
130. God loves us in spite of our love of self.
131. Quiet and solitude. I've unplugged most of the distractions from my life for now. (See 125-127 and 129-130.)
132. Timely words well written/spoken.
133. God is always at work in the unseen/unknown.
134. Moments that remind me of sweet memories.
135. Early Bedtimes.
136. A God who invites me to a banquet hall where I'm invited to participate rather than a concert hall where I just sit by and watch.
137. Fresh blueberries.
138. Sufficient Grace.
139. Humility that comes through showing my weakness.
140. God puts up with me.

PandaMania 2011!

2011-06-24T15:32:00.000-04:00

As promised, I'm back with a few pictures!

PandaMania VBS 2011 was a BLAST! I think it's safe to say that everyone (workers included) had fun! There are times when I get discouraged in Children's Ministry, but then there are times when I see the excitement in the eyes of the children that come, and it makes every bit of what we do 100% worth it. When kids grab hold of Biblical truths and cling to the, that is what it is about! The pictures are by no means in any sort of order.

On the way to our rotation stations!

Kids and workers agree, snacks are always enjoyed!

Peter dropped by our Wild Bible Adventure one night. Just thinking about this particular class still brings chill bumps to my arms and tears to my eyes.

The night Peter dropped by, was the night that the kids learned about Christ going to the cross for us. The story was told from Peter's perspective of denying Christ three times and how horrible he must have felt. He wondered aloud to the kids if God could ever love and forgive him. The kids were then invited to tell Peter all they had learned so far at VBS. I'm still amazed at their answers and their compassion towards Peter.

In the Rowdy Wrap-up that same night, a time line was placed across the stage. Since everyone dies, the time line was ripped in two. But as it was demonstrated that night, Christ came that we might have Eternal life with Him in Heaven if we accept Him as our Savior!

Everyone loves the music!

And the motions!

Even our little ones!

Crews circled up to work on their projects!

And to pray!

Did I mention that we got to sing and dance two times, every night?

Even the crew leaders were put on the stage!

The kids helped Chadder solve the mystery of the missing Pandas!

No VIP (Very. Important. Panda. - or parent) was safe if Mr. Matthew was around!

Snack time in the 3 year old class! Yummo!

Jonah and the big fish was night 3! Oh yes, there really was a big fish! ALL the kids got to go inside!

And you should know it smelled fishy.

Crew discussions were had often!

Gone were the days of kool-aid and cookies night after night! These snacks fit in with the Bible story each night!

And the kids didn't mind at all!

Mrs. Lori's Bible class was always fun! Of course there was always a little bit of anticipation to be built before going in!

And her helpers,

Well let's just say were willing and ready to help make the story come to life. (Those spray bottles of water were used as the fish spit Jonah on to dry land - or as the kids climbed out of the fish!)

Of course there was a rotation for crafts as well, but I couldn't seem to locate any of those pictures right now. They're here. I know it.

And there's some video as well! I'll see if I can't manage to give you a little of that as well!

I'm back!

2011-06-20T14:24:00.000-04:00

I'm sure you've missed me terribly. The blog has definitely taken the backseat over the past couple of weeks as a few other things took over. Ok, those few things can be narrowed down to one big thing. VBS. But to my faithful readers, have no fear, it is now over and I have a bit of my life back. For a month or two.

And since I'm coming back on a Monday, let's resume the list!

86. Friends who help bear the load.
87. An invitation for dinner from someone who knew it'd be a long night of prep work at the church with no time to "run home" for dinner.
88. Servant hearts.
89. Willing spirits.
90. Loving people.
91. My car. Oh how I depend on it so much!
92. The trust of those I work with.
93. Marriages that have lasted through the fire and the flame.
94. Hobby Lobby! (I can't remember if I've stated my thankfulness for them or not.)
95. An unplanned shopping trip with a sweet friend.
96. A timely word. Be it from The Word, a friend, a book or a perfect stranger.
97. Sand between my toes.
98. People willing to help with props! The green spray paint and the gorilla glue love you!
99. Washable Tempera Paint.
100. God's GREAT love for us. No. Matter. What.
101. The fact that I am still moved by the Gospel. I pray I never get over it.
102. To hear God's truths coming out of the mouths of children.
103. Seeing the Bible come alive in the eyes of a child.
104. VBS!
105. My family - who takes one for the home team every year during VBS!
106. The after VBS clean up crew! I am their biggest fan!
107. A mini-reunion with close friends from High School.
108. Hard laughter. The kind where you laugh so hard you almost cry. Thanks for that guys!
109. Weddings. Weddings that are the start of Marriages that you know will glorify God.
110. People who cut the brides cake at weddings. I respect you all. I've been apart of your rank twice now. Both at outside receptions in May and June. In Florida. I respect you.
111. Babies on the way! (Not me.)
112. Surprise visits from some of my favorite little girls.
113. Smoked ribs and garden fresh green beans (the first from our garden this summer!).
114. The relief after a stomach virus.
115. Workers who realize I'm not feeling my best and go the extra mile to make my job easier.
116. God's word to Jeremiah in chapter 33, verse 3. "Call to me and I will answer you and tell you great and wondrous things you do not know."
117. Clearance racks!
118. Sleeping-in in the morning and taking a nap in the afternoon.
119. My earthly father, my daddy.
120. My Heavenly Father.

Thanks for hanging in there friends! I'll be back soon with pictures! :)

I know, you're on the edge of your seats with excitement!

Sixty Six

2011-05-23T12:55:00.000-04:00

A few short weeks ago, I started the journey. Already it seems long. But that number makes it looks short. If only I were to record every thankful thought - that number would be more.

66. Awards to those well deserved.
67. Bible lessons that remind us there is no perfect eartly father.
68. Bible lessons that remind us there is a perfect heavenly Father.
69. When asking a child for a characteristic of God: "He never deminishes or dissolves!" Said with such joy and excitement. You are right child!
70. Time spent fishing, even when the fish don't bite.
71. A precious little one still getting the hang of walking.
72. Time spent with (one of) my college roommates. Such a strong and bold woman of God, wife and mother.
73. Clean homes.
74. Weeding the garden and the time it gives me to spend alone with my thoughts and my prayers.
75. First-fruits of the garden - if only to understand just how much of an "offering" it was for the people of Old Testament times it was. There's just something about working, watching and waiting for those first veggies and fruits. I almost don't want to share them, but keep them all for myself. Yet God asked of them to bring Him their first harvest.
76. Clean sheets to sleep in.
77. Watching the friendship of my grandparents thrive from days of their youth even up unto their eighties.
78. Friendships that pick up right where they left off.
79. The hands of a skillful surgeon. The caring hands of nurses and hospital staff.
80. An unexpected meeting of family.
81. A young boy wrestling with God. As of yesterday, it appears that God is winning.
82. New Bibles given to hungry hearts.
83. Evenings off.
84. To-do list shortened. Temporarily.
85. When I'm afraid to dream big - He's worthy.

Happy Birthday Micah Man!

2011-05-22T15:40:00.003-04:00

One of the cutest little guys I know turned ONE this past Friday! I can say that I had the privilege of holding him just hours after he was born. He never fussed. I loved it!

His lovely mommy asked me to make a Banner for the Birthday Boy, and I was happy to do so! Of course making the banner also meant that I got to see his beautiful mommy (and family) so it was a win for everyone! (Thanks again for the dinner and the good talks sweet friend!)

Here are just a few pictures I snapped to send to his mommy for approval. His party was a farm theme, which was difficult to come up with an idea for the banner, so I just went for semi-country looking with farm animals for character. Hopefully the birthday boy was ok with that! :)

Happy Birthday Micah Man! You are truly one blessed little boy! I pray that you grow up and realize this fully! Your mommy and daddy love God, each other and you (and your siblings!!). More than their love though, God loves YOU! I pray that you realize this and spend your life striving to love Him and making His love known!

Counting it all - Grace.

2011-05-16T10:52:00.000-04:00

46. Puffs Plus, with lotion.
47. Medicines that make us feel even just slightly better.
48. Medicines that knock us out when all we want is sleep so that we can feel better.
49. Rain.
50. Dependable vehicles that get us where we need to be.
51. Trips! No matter how last minute.
52. The face of a friend when you show up at their work unexpectedly.
53. Chick-fil-a. (Amen!?)
54. Shopping with friends without necessarily having to buy anything.
55. Watching others play a game of charades.
56. A Saturday morning breakfast.
57. Law School Graduation!
58. Safety while on wet interstates.
59. Japanese Hibachi.
60. Someone treating me to Japanese Hibachi.
61. Stores that play Christian Music.
62. Fields full of freshly bailed hay - always remind me of my Grandpa.
63. Authentic Worship.
64. Sun rays breaking through the clouds at sunset.
65. Clay jars reminding me of the Potter.

Sometimes It's Good to be Done.

2011-05-10T01:10:00.002-04:00

I had great plans for a long post. Great plans don't hold water at 10:10 pm in my world. So you get a short post (which most would argue that around this blog is better than nothing).

So do you remember a few weeks back seeing a horribly dingy mint color room in need of some TLC. Ok, look HERE if you don't.

Well, it's almost finished. And by almost I mean it lacks two things. 1 - some vinyl lettering on the walls around the world map and 2 - a class full of children (which will occur SOON!). But until those happen, here are the updated pictures!

Please note (from a distance) how organized that cabinet is. I told the teacher that she has the most organized cabinet in the church right now.

And yes, even the cabinet received a fresh coat of (much needed) paint.

And much to my delight, in the middle of this process, the church had the carpets cleaned! It's almost like a brand new room!!

I'm VERY pleased with the outcome. I may never take on another World Map again, but this one is worth it.

#26-45

2011-05-09T10:49:00.000-04:00

It's Monday again!

26. An unprompted "Thank you" from a 3 year old.
27. A "Big ol' hug and a big ol' kiss" from that same 3 year old.
28. My first attempt at gardening (I'm usually just allowed to weed) that appears to be successful so far. Tomatoes, squash, cucumbers, green and red bell peppers, basil, parsley, and rosemary. Now for patience to watch them grow.
29. A return to the Sunday lunches of my childhood.
30. Roast.
31. Mashed Potatoes and Gravy.
32. Squash Casserole and Green Beans.
33. Afternoon naps.
34. Pink Roses in all their splendor.
35. Mom. This one word sums up so much to be thankful for.
36. My Kinsman Redeemer.
37. Clean rooms.
38. Organized cabinets.
39. God at work behind the scenes.
40. Friends with technology skills.
41. Exceptional Customer Service.
42. People who are willing to learn new things.
43. My Cricut Expression.
44. "Life Interrupted"
45. The call of Jeremiah.

Thankful.

2011-05-02T11:29:00.000-04:00

I have noticed one thing this week since starting Multitudes on Monday last week, I have much to be thankful for that I often times overlook as something that is just supposed to be. It makes much of the little things.

11. Fishing with family and friends.
12. The faithfulness of good friends.
13. Safety.
14. Shelter.
15. Friends who take seriously the challenge to praise Him in the midst of struggle, hardship and loss. She demonstrates such faith to everyone she encounters, even amidst her own pain.
16. The knowledge that I am a child of the King. Royalty. Princess. :)
17. Birthdays. 19, 31 and 81 all in one week.
18. Aunts and Uncles who love and pursue God.
19. Coconut Shrimp with Pina Colada sauce.
20. Children Worshipping.
21. Fellowship.
22. Excedrin Migraine and Diet Coke.
23. Friends who open their house no matter what the reason.
24. Memorizing Scripture.
25. Working through heart matters with friends.

Because sometimes...

2011-04-26T21:04:00.000-04:00

the bragging rights come with the fish.

and despite how the picture looks, there was only 1/4 of an inch difference between the two. They were definitely the biggest fish caught from our boat Saturday.

One Thousand Gifts

2011-04-25T13:16:00.002-04:00

After being a reader of Ann Voskamp for a while, I've decided I would like to try a journey toward counting One Thousand Gifts myself. I've been given much. I have much to be grateful for. Big and Small. So today is day one of my "Multitude Monday." I confess to you now, I may struggle to remain faithful to it, but I'm going to give it a shot.

Multitude Monday #1-10
1 - Good Friday and Resurrection Sunday. They go hand in hand. It's impossible to have one without the other.
2 - A note taker in Sunday School yesterday. My heart nearly lept with joy when I realized what he was doing. I pray he continues to pursue God in such a way that he will hang on His every Word!
3 - A niece who lives life with enthusiasm. In. Every. Thing.
4 - New life.
5 - The stirrings of God in a heart.
a) A heart that has been His for 21 years.
b) A heart that has not been given to Him yet, but He is wildly pursueing.
6 - Childlike faith.
7 - The tears of an adult who hears the story of Christ's sacrifice - again. Oh Lord may it never grow old and stale to my heart either.
8 - Unexpected surprises.
9 - Time with old friends.
10 - Accountability.

GOSPEL

2011-04-18T22:25:00.000-04:00

I know you're probably tired of videos, and probably ready for a post from me, but one more before that happens.

A friend posted this on Facebook the other day and before it was over I may have been saying "Amen" in front of the computer (thankfully there were no customers who might think I was talking to myself...).

This week I am reminded that my Lord and Savior died on a cruel cross for ME. I did nothing to deserve it, yet He sacrificed any way. The video put it this way, "Wrote a check with His life, but at the resurrection we all cheered cause that means the check cleared!"

This week I am again amazed and utterly humbled by God's great love for me. For you.

Oh Bla-di!

2011-04-06T14:43:00.001-04:00

This video brought a very big smile to my face.
I mean, can you imagine the fun in making this?
Also please note the guy that runs all the way from the back of the hall to catch up on the fun. He knows he wanted in!

Some projects go on.

2011-04-02T22:32:00.000-04:00

Sometimes I have good ideas. Sometimes I fall in love with my ideas, share them with others - then they fall in love with them and we make plans to tackle them.

Notice I said we.

The we eventually turns to me.

I go with it. It's who I am. I get it from my Granny. Do what it takes to get what needs to be done...done.

So, when you ask where I've been lately, I may answer - "Around the world."

I started in a horrible green funk. I mean, it's bad.

So I decided we'd head to the ocean (...or all the walls).

Then the real fun began. First Alaska, then Canada, N & S America...Europe and Africa....well, you get the idea.

But land is not blue. Land is (usually) green.

So that's what I added. And that's all that I've got done so far. We'll be using the class for a Missions Class. Every Missions Class needs a World Map. Right? I think the end result will be worth every minute of it!

In the meantime I'm counting it as great preparation for VBS decorating!! (Hello 2 months and 10 days.)

Bug is 3!!!

2011-03-31T16:54:00.000-04:00

I'm not quite sure just where the time is going, but my Bug is 3! It wasn't that long ago that I was in Jacksonville, FL when I got a call. Mindy's still very lucky that I stayed for the wedding...

The child decided that she wanted a Swiper party. Most 3 year olds want a Dora party. Not this one. She wanted Swiper the Fox. So that's what she got. :)

And we partied at the park on a VERY windy day. Therefore decorations were slim and I was chilly in my tank top. The kids had fun and Hallie was one extremely happy kid (see first picture).

She's definitely in my top 3 favorite 3 year olds!

It's been a month...

2011-03-24T10:27:00.000-04:00

Sometimes, depending on the day and life circumstances, I feel like I'm a rollercoaster of emotions and feelings. Well actually, I know I am. This song has been sooo good to me. It puts life in perspective - that no matter where we are personally, God is still worthy of ALL of our Worship. We can still be glad. We can still sing praise and give thanks.

I've yet to grasp why Travis Cottrell didn't just put it on the Jesus Saves Live CD, but it's ok. As long as there's YouTube.

This Is the Day. Enjoy.

When Words Fail

2011-02-23T23:00:00.002-05:00

I came across a passage of Scripture recently that struck me. Granted I had read and heard this passage dozens upon dozens of times. But I missed something. Big time.

Jesus had been crucified and placed in a borrowed tomb. The day of His resurrection, Mary Magdalene and the other Mary went to the tomb. The earth quaked, an angel appeared, rolled the stone away, then sat on that very stone. He told the women not to fear because He whom they were looking for was not in the grave. He then gave them instruction to go tell the disciples that Jesus was indeed alive and going ahead of them to Galilee - where the disciples would see Him. I think it's safe to say they headed out quickly to spread the news.

Here's where the part I missed fits in.
Matthew 28:8-10

⁸ So, departing quickly from the tomb with fear and great joy, they ran to tell His disciples the news. ⁹ Just then Jesus met them and said, "Good morning!" They came up, took hold of His feet, and worshiped Him. ¹⁰ Then Jesus told them, "Do not be afraid. Go and tell My brothers to leave for Galilee, and they will see Me there."

Of course I know the story. They were on their way to tell the story! To share their joy with the disciples. Did they expect to run into Jesus themselves though? Their friend had died, and was now alive. Do you think they completely grasped that? Jesus, the One who came to seek and save the lost - including Mary Magdalene and Mary - was truly alive. Verse 9 is what struck me. Jesus met them (can you imagine being either one of them at this point?) and said, "Good Morning!" Their reaction was not a cheery "Good Morning back at'cha." Not even a hug of the neck. No words spoken, just Worship. Their reaction was to take hold of Christ's feet and Worship.

To take hold of His feet meant that their position was humbled. They Worshipped. Right where they were in the road. Jesus met them there. Their reaction wasn't shooting the breeze or catching Jesus up on what He missed the past three days. Of course not. They fell at His feet and WORSHIPPED. They worshipped the resurrected Messiah right where He met them.

The resurrection of Christ gives us every reason to worship. Worship works even when our words fail us. When God strikes us with AWE so much that we can't think of the words to utter, our hearts can still pour forth Worship.

I posted this quote on Facebook a few days ago, but I'm still in love with it and it fits here. (Called to Worship: The Biblical Foundations of Our Response to God's Call; Vernon M. Whaley)

This is the paradox of the ages: even those so full of hate and envy that they crucified the Son of God now had access to God and, through their victim, could have eternal relationship with God - if they wanted to. Today, Christ's empty tomb stands as a monument to His conclusive victory over Satan and His derailed plan. We are redeemed, and nothing stands in our way anymore. Jesus is risen, and He - not a human priest - is our own, personal worship leader. Best of all, with His resurrection, He blazed a trail for us to go right to the throne of God - in worship.

I leave you with this exhortation to Godliness from Hebrews 10:

¹⁹ Therefore, brothers, since we have boldness to enter the sanctuary through the blood of Jesus, ²⁰ by the new and living way that He has inaugurated for us, through the curtain (that is, His flesh); ²¹ and since we have a great high priest over the house of God, ²² let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith, our hearts sprinkled [clean] from an evil conscience and our bodies washed in pure water. ²³ Let us hold on to the confession of our hope without wavering, for He who promised is faithful. ²⁴And let us be concerned about one another in order to promote love and good works, ²⁵ not staying away from our meetings, as some habitually do, but encouraging each other, and all the more as you see the day drawing near.

Are you ready to Worship where God meets you?

My Jesus I Love Thee

2011-02-16T22:52:00.000-05:00

I'm so thankful for all that God is doing and teaching me that I sometimes just find myself thinking (and singing) why and how much I love Him. These lyrics have been on my heart for that very reason.

My Jesus, I love Thee, I know Thou art mine;
For Thee all the follies of sin I resign;
My gracious Redeemer, my Savior art Thou;
If ever I loved Thee, my Jesus, ’tis now.
I love Thee because Thou hast first loved me,
And purchased my pardon on Calvary’s tree;
I love Thee for wearing the thorns on Thy brow;
If ever I loved Thee, my Jesus, ’tis now.
I’ll love Thee in life, I will love Thee in death,
And praise Thee as long as Thou lendest me breath;
And say when the death dew lies cold on my brow,
If ever I loved Thee, my Jesus, ’tis now.
In mansions of glory and endless delight,
I’ll ever adore Thee in heaven so bright;
I’ll sing with the glittering crown on my brow,
If ever I loved Thee, my Jesus, ’tis now.

Forum Commission

2011-02-09T14:25:00.000-05:00

One of the things that I cherish most from the Forum I went to back in November, was the commissioning of the younger women by the "older" women. I couldn't wait to get my hands on an actual copy of the commissioning and with my "surprise" package a couple of weeks ago, I was able to type out the commission! So, for the sake of looking back on it in the future, and for you to read:

Our dear daughters and our beloved little sisters, this day, Nov 11, 2010, we publicly acknowledge your great work and high calling in Jesus Christ and your vital place in this generation. We pledge to be there for you. To give you whatever we have. To stand up for you and not to criticize you. To pray for you and to believe in what God can do with you. In the power of Christ you have what it takes to carry the torch of the Gospel to your God chosen generation. You are gifted by God and fitted for your calling. At all cost resist comparison and competition. We are one body. Our unity is in our diversity. Surrender yourself daily to love. Humble yourself daily to truly live. Child the future is in good hands, because it’s in God’s hands. Be strong and courageous. And be of good cheer, because Jesus is with you and He will keep you strong until the end. Now unto Him who is able to keep you from falling be glory and majesty, power and authority to Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen and amen.

Just listening to those words again the other day brought back to mind all that I came away from the Forum with! Such rich and deep blessings! Such desire to see God in the lives of those I come in contact with. I can't wait to see where He chooses to use me in the future!

Hope in Him

2011-02-07T20:12:00.001-05:00

I recently attended a funeral. I went in support of the family, many of whom I grew up with, several of whom I have seen through some pretty hard places that life dealt them. They all mourned. A few of them mourned with hope. Most of them mourned as one without hope. You could definitely tell the difference.

Knowing their family and being around them for the majority of my life left me burdened, burdened for the lost. Particularly burdened for the lost of one of them whom I am closest to. I consistently stayed on him through Middle and High School. It’s a wonder he even remained my friend. Though we still see each other on occasion, it’s nothing like being around him day after day - all the more reason for the burden.

Please don’t think me insensitive. I’ve been there. I’ve felt the loss of close loved ones. The only difference is that with the loss of my loved ones, I have hope of seeing them again. I have this hope because I know where they are. I have this hope because I know where I am going. I have this hope because I know that where they are and where I am going are the same place. We will see each other again. We will spend eternity together. Most of all, I have this hope because Jesus Christ made it all possible. He made a way for their sins to be forgiven, for my sins to be forgiven, for your sins to be forgiven. He is hope. The only hope.

All’s Grace.

Amazed by Grace

2011-01-31T21:25:00.000-05:00

I pray that I never "get over" Grace.

It constantly amazes me.

Overwhelms me.

Inspires me.

Blesses me.

Gives me hope.

Reminds me of a love bigger than anything I know.

The message of Grace.

I have been justified freely by it (Romans 3:24).

I now stand in it (Romans 5:2).

I'm also under it (6:14-15).

Grace came through Christ, and Christ alone (Romans 5:15).

But Grace.

Where would I be, but Grace.

Grace is what it all boils down to.

My Shepherd

2011-01-25T20:46:00.004-05:00

"He is with me in moments of sickness, weakness, pain and loss. He is not a God who is far off, but who climbs in the pen with me to provide comfort, healing, and encouragement. At times, God will discipline me, but even His rebuke is in my best interest. Apart from His discipline I can't become all He has called and created me to be. And the very fact that God would associate Himself with shepherds is a reminder that His arms are wide open to us all. No one, absolutely no one, is beyond the redeeming and restoring power of God. Which means we need to keep our eyes open to the surprising ways He wants to work in all of us - even in the lives of those we least expect."

Scouting the Divine, Margaret Feinberg (p 47)

My Life

2011-01-24T20:00:00.002-05:00

Ok fellow bloggers, it's time to come out of hiding. Not because I'm dying to know who you are (though I kinda am...because my stats say I get a lot more visits than I get comments), but because I need ideas.

Since June 22nd I've had "sinus" issues. On again, off again. Horrible at times, not so bad at other times. I've been to the Dr. I've been to a specialist. I've had allergy testing - I passed them all. The diagnosis was not adequate for me "Chronic Sinusitis with Non-allergic Rhinitis." Basically it was said "it would be easier to treat if you had allergies."

Thank you. Because I'm pretty sure you have over $200 of my own personal money, not to include the insurance or 5 rounds of antibiotic.

And I still feel rotten.

Well with desperation, you start searching for everything else under the sun. That's when it happened. A friend at church suggested food allergies. Interesting, but who wants to believe that. She said she cut out wheat and sugar and felt better. I decided to start with Wheat. Then another Dr. that I went to suggested that I also try cutting out cows milk dairy products. I did so Weds/Thurs and feel probably about 80% better so far. I'll take that.

Here's where you come in. Any suggestions for gluten and dairy free foods? Breakfast was my biggest issue, but I've already semi-solved that with rice and oat cereals and Almond Milk (which is actually quite delicious, not to mention better for you from everything I've read). But when meal times rolls around, I quickly get tired of just steamed vegetables and grilled/pan seared meats. Now obviously at just a couple days into this I'm not tired of them, but in due time, I'm sure I will be.

So, any suggestions?

A gift

2011-01-23T14:31:00.002-05:00

Another recent project.

I personally fell in love with the earrings...and now want to make some for myself.

The set was made for the birthday party of a lovely 12 year old. She is a beautiful young lady who I have had the privilege of watching grow up the past couple of years, not to mention the privilege of teaching the Word of God to as well!

Oceans Will Part

2011-01-18T08:56:00.000-05:00

Currently in love with this song - for many reasons.

Father, open my eyes to the work of your hand! Oceans will part, nations come - at the whisper of Your call. Hope will rise, glory shown. In my life, Your will be done!

Part III

2011-01-14T15:18:00.000-05:00

And probably my personal favorite:

And it has matching earrings, but I forgot to grab them for the pictures.

Exciting Packages!

2011-01-13T22:12:00.000-05:00

Great Goodness! Have you ever ordered a something only to forget you ordered it? 3 months later it shows up and COMPLETELY makes your day? I had that experience this week!

Just when you thought I was all done with the Forum talk, hold on to your seats! They offered the opportunity to purchase Jump Drives with the breakout sessions and main sessions recorded on them. There were 72 breakout sessions and 7 main sessions. 8 of those sessions had errors in recording. Have no fear...I have 64 of them!

So in my spare time...you know...between work, ministry, family and crafting I'll be listening! Come to think of it, maybe I can work listening and crafting together!

My Addiction (Part II)

2011-01-12T22:07:00.002-05:00

And a few more.

There's another that I really like, but it definitely needs to be photographed in natural lights (as these probably should have as well).

A Prayer Interrupted.

2011-01-11T20:41:00.000-05:00

This morning I read a few sentences that really made me think - about prayer.

When you bring Me prayer requests, lay out your concerns before Me. Speak to me candidly; pour out your heart. Then thank Me for the answers that I have set into motion long before you can discern results. When your requests come to mind again, continue to thank Me for the answers that are on the way.

Often times in my prayer life, I continuously present the request to God. I pray about it over and over. And while it is releasing it to God, it is still continuously focusing on it. How much more release and freedom would come from praying about it, then thanking Him for the results - even before we discern the results? To me that says total surrender of what it is I'm praying about. I'm for doing that!

(quote from "Jesus Calling: Enjoying Peace in His Presence" by Sarah Young)

My Addiction

2011-01-10T22:07:00.001-05:00

As promised, here are a few more pieces I've made.

The Jesus Storybook Bible

2011-01-09T21:15:00.000-05:00

Beware of Children's Ministry Nerdiness below.

I have fallen in love with a Children's book, but not just any book. The Jesus Storybook Bible: Every story whispers His name.

I know what you're thinking. Really Sarah? Really?

Absolutely! But before you laugh, let me tell you why. Did you catch the sub-title to the book? Every story whispers His name. EVERY story points to God's great act of Mercy towards us. EVERY story points to Jesus.

I will admit, I was very surprised that the very first story was not the story of Creation. No, it was titled "The Story and The Song." The story of God's love toward us and for us. Here's how it begins:

"God wrote, 'I love you' - he wrote it in the sky, and on the earth, and under the sea. He wrote his message everywhere! Because God created everything in his world to reflect him like a mirror - to show us what he is like, to help us know him, to make our hearts sing.

...And God put it into words, too, and wrote it in a book called 'the Bible.'"

It explains that some people believe it's a book of rules and heros. While both of those are present in the Word, it's not what the Bible is truly about.

"No, the Bible isn't a book of rules, or a book of heroes. The Bible is most of all a Story. It's an adventure story about a young Hero who comes from a far country to win back his lost treasure. It's a love story about a brave Prince who leaves his palace, his throne - everything - to rescue the one he loves. ...

You see, the best thing about this story is - it's true. ...

There are lots of stories in the Bible, but all the stories are telling one Big Story. The story of how God loves his children and comes to rescue them."

When the sub-title says that EVERY story whispers His name, it is the absolute truth. Creation. Noah. Jacob. The Tower of Babel. The Wall of Jericho. David. Naaman. Daniel. Isaiah. Straight into the New Testament where the baby Jesus is born and His earthly life begins. Right through his life, death and resurrection. Transforming lives even after his ascension.

Want to learn more? Check out the website (where they have a short clip of the story of his death as well as other stories available for download). I might also add...the illustration is pretty fantastic as well.

(And no one paid me to say all that. It's my honest opinion.)

I'm an addict.

2010-12-31T11:22:00.001-05:00

Recently diagnosed.

I could spend hours doing it.

I could spend hours shopping for it.

I've delayed in posting because our family still has one more "Christmas" to celebrate on New Years Day - at which some of my end results will be given as gifts. Well I'm posting today anyway. If it ruins the thrill for the fam - well then they shouldn't be blog stalkers and should comment so I know who they are and that they read.

But in case they do read - I won't put who each one is for. They'll just have to wait and see.

Here it is.

Jewelry Making.

I start a project and simply forget about everything else that has happened that day or week. It makes for a nice get-away from the crazies.

Love, love, love these green and brown speckled beads. I may go back and get some for myself. I at first made this bracelet with a toggle clasp. Then I discovered the beauty of a magnetic clasp. If you've ever put on a bracelet by yourself, you know what a pain the clasp can be. Not so with the magnetic! And it's a pretty strong magnet so I'm not too concerned that it will just fall off. (A green and brown speckled bead alternating with a smaller Tiger's Eye bead.)

This is pretty simple, yet I adore it as well (you'll likely notice that I like them all). (Hot pink Crystals with black beads and circles.)

Two strand necklace - one strand just a bit longer than the other. I'm a fan of the multi-strand necklace. They're a bit more tricky to make though. And I'm still a work in progress.

And I definitely have to work on my photography skills if I'm going to be posting pictures of these on a regular basis. This one is for my grandmother (who doesn't do the computer so it's safe to say). She's a Red Hatter - so I went with red crystals in thought that she might be able to wear it to her outings. Also a two strand with the second strand being a bit longer than the first - also with a different bead pattern.

There's also one more that I made for someone else and I just realized I didn't take a picture of it. It's already wrapped or I'd go get it just for you my faithful 5! Perhaps after it's unwrapped I'll take it back for pictures!

There are many others that I've made for myself and a few others. I'll try to get pictures of those soon and send them your way as well!

Mom thinks I should sell locally. I'm thinking the hobby is nice and I don't need another job. But we'll see what demand does. (Ha!)

Christmas with the Mizes

2010-12-29T21:00:00.000-05:00

I think it's safe to say that the Mize household is a little more exciting around Christmas thanks to the excitement of two little girls. This year was the first year that both of them really got into Christmas.

They both got boots from Grandma - and don't think for a second that they passed over them and went to the next present. Oh no. Those two stopped to try them on.

Though it was full of excitement, it was also a very hard Christmas without my precious Granny. I know I struggled through it.

Christmas in Egypt.

2010-12-29T09:56:00.000-05:00

Shortly before Chirstmas our Children's Choir presented

Christmas in Egypt

It was an incredibly cute musical focusing on the time that Jesus spent in Egypt as a boy - and a lot of the "What-ifs" that come with it. Like, did Jesus have a birthday party? Did the local kids come? Did they make friends while in Egypt?

We did this with a live 1 year old playing Jesus. Though we were quite nervous, he did an excellent job!

Part of what made the program so cute was that there as a "southern" feel to it - and above you see the 3 Southern Belles. Of course, Mary and Joseph were from the North.

The kids did an excellent job - as did their teachers.

It's worth saying again - I serve alongside some incredible leaders and teachers!

(And those Palm Trees are work.)

Beyond beyond.

2010-12-09T21:48:00.000-05:00

While I was away I was able to finish up a Bible Study that I started with the ladies at church (while they finished up without me). I would like to say that I really like Priscilla Shirer - her teaching and her passion for the Word. I've been encouraged by her words so much through the past year through her ministry. If you haven't, check out her blog HERE. It's good. All that is off the point of this blog post though, so let's get back there. The Bible Study.

She taught out of Ephesians 3:20-21 and it's safe to say she "brought it."

Ephesians 3:20-21 (New King James Version)

²⁰ Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us, ²¹ to Him be glory in the church by Christ Jesus to all generations, forever and ever. Amen.

She brought out 7 principles from those verses:
1 - Time (Now.)
2 - Turning (to Him.)
3 - Truth - HE IS ABLE!
4 - Transcendence - (exceedingly abundantly above) We don't serve a shabby God. Paul stacks words here because it is grand - the ability of God. Paul uses the word 'hyper' here twice, putting the original word on steroids. God goes WAY past our way past. That's better for us - regardless our situation.
5 - Totality - All that concerns us, concerns God.
6 - Turbo power (the power working in us) - it's possible to have power and not use it. (Ouch.) We can have power running to our houses, but do we use it by turning it on or opt to leave it off?
7 - Our tribute to Him (to Him be all the glory...).

Part of my favorite part of her teaching was the demonstration of the verse that just about makes you memorize the entire thing while she's teaching. Loved.

One of the greatest teachings that I came away with was Praying Expectantly. Yes, I've always heard it. Have I ever really truly believed it? I don't think so. But Priscilla taught that when we really know the resources that God has made available to us it changes the way we pray and the what we feel free to ask for. He has the ability to go "exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think." More than we ASK or THINK. So why do we not ask expecting? Why do we not say "God do this or something better!" Why do we dare imply that he does not have the ability to answer ALL that we ask or think? *Raises hand in guilty confession.* He IS able! No matter how big, no matter how small - He IS able.

I've learned the lesson before. Though I want this to be the last time, I'll probably have to learn it again. But for now, my prayer is "God do this or something better!"

My confidence is in Him.

One more...

2010-12-02T22:01:00.000-05:00

One more picture from one last meeting at the forum. I may do another post later about my thoughts from the Forum (not that there's been much interest in that...). But I simply can't let this picture go without posting either.

I got to meet Travis! (By the skin of my teeth as he was getting ready to leave when Sunni and I got to the ARC!)

I think it's safe to say that he knows how to sing. Even better, he knows how to Worship.

So needless to say, it was 3 days of good stuff.

Couldn't have planned it better myself.

2010-11-30T22:59:00.000-05:00

POST 100!
Post 100...and probably my favorite post in the past month. (Ok, that doesn't say much considering there's what, 4 posts?)

I know you're dying to find out why it's my favorite post. I hate to keep you waiting.

I got to meet...

BETH MOORE!

Yes, I was beside myself.

Yes, I had thought to myself I might meet her.

Yes, I had it on the list of possible but not likely to happen.

Then it happened.

On Wednesday evening of the Forum they had a breakout Q&A for Young Leaders. I was so torn as to what to do and where to go...because all those other people I got to meet were going to be in the ARC meeting and greeting. It was by God's Grace and the wisdom of a friend named Sierra that we all decided to go to the Q&A. Just minutes into it I turn around to look for a friend and she's in the back talking with Beth Moore! I tried to contain my excitement and not stare. I didn't even get up and run back there...I may have wanted to though. Long story short, she made her way from the back of the room towards the front and stopped for a visit with many of the ladies along the way. She gave hugs and chatted briefly. You better believe our group whipped out cameras very quickly.

And yes, all that I had thought I might say if I ever got to meet her...flew out of my head and left me pretty much speechless.

I've got more from the Forum, but I'll keep it brief for this post. Because I'm tired. And it's 11.

Experiencing Esther

2010-11-29T20:00:00.000-05:00

Another beautiful lady that I had never heard of before is the lovely Esther Burroughs.

She is a true gem. Before the event was over, I was ready to adopt her as my own Grandmother. Had she offered, I would have accepted in a heartbeat!

During the panel discussion, I was in love with her. She held nothing back - encouragement or chastisement - from anyone young or old. She was straightforward and honest with her answers saying exactly what many in the room and in our churches needed to hear.

During the breakouts she led a group called Leaving a Spiritual Legacy. My heart received so much healing through her words. Her words were on my heart long before I met her. In today's time there is such a need for intergenerational friendships - older women need younger women and younger women desire to KNOW older women of God. We NEED each other! There's a Biblical model for it!

Not everyone will receive an inheritance, but everyone has the opportunity to leave a legacy.

1) The legacy of God's Word

2) The legacy of love

3) The legacy of friendship

4) The legacy of faithfulness

5) The legacy of prayer

6) The legacy of laughter

7) The legacy of encouragement

8) The legacy of grace

Your legacy is for your children, but not only for your children but for the future generations! Psalm 78:1-8 (The Message) teaches:

^1-4 Listen, dear friends, to God's truth, bend your ears to what I tell you.
   I'm chewing on the morsel of a proverb;
      I'll let you in on the sweet old truths,
   Stories we heard from our fathers,
      counsel we learned at our mother's knee.
   We're not keeping this to ourselves,
      we're passing it along to the next generation—
   God's fame and fortune,
      the marvelous things he has done.

^5-8 He planted a witness in Jacob,
      set his Word firmly in Israel,
   Then commanded our parents
      to teach it to their children
   So the next generation would know,
      and all the generations to come—
   Know the truth and tell the stories
      so their children can trust in God,
   Never forget the works of God
      but keep his commands to the letter.
   Heaven forbid they should be like their parents,
      bullheaded and bad,
   A fickle and faithless bunch
      who never stayed true to God.

The challenge that Mrs. Esther gave to us was that whether we're a parent, godparent, aunt, uncle, grandparent or spiritual parent, realize that we have the tremendous privilege and command from God's Word to make a difference by passing on the baton of faith from our generation to the next. By doing so, we are changing the generations to come and leaving a legacy - a legacy of Faith.

A rich, deep legacy.

A legacy that lasts for generations.

My heart was quick to realize the I have a rich heritage. I have been blessed with that rich heritage. I have many in my life who have lived out their lives in a way that their legacy lives on in their great grandchildren, grandchildren and children.

That's the life I want to live. That's the legacy I want to leave. I want to "live my life in such a way that my story is God's story."

Meeting Margaret

2010-11-28T21:30:00.001-05:00

While attending the forum at Ridgecrest I had the opportunity to meet many people. Some of them I had heard of, some of them I had not. I was quite impressed with those I had not heard of - one of which was Margaret Feinberg and her husband Leif.

Intrigued by her answers and comments during the panel discussion on Tuesday, I couldn't wait to hear her speak on Wednesday. It may rank as one of my favorite sessions - but then again, I loved them all.

If you get the chance to check out her book Scouting the Divine: Searching for God in Wine, Wool, and Wild Honey I highly encourage it! I'm sure her other books are delightful as well, but so far I can only speak for this one (though another just came in the mail, so don't be surprised if you hear about another one).

One of the most (though there were many) interesting things that I learned during the session she led on Wednesday came from the lesson on the vine. She was teaching on the idea of abiding as seen in John 15:1-5, but went into the description of the best soil for the vine. She taught that her search for God among the vine led her to find that the best Vineyards are planted on rocky soil. She went on to say that at times a vintner will even add more rocks if the soil is not rocky enough. The parallel to our life being this: The rocks, the hard things in our lives, are for our good. The rocks help to produce the best fruit. The hard things in life make us the best God-seekers we can be.

I'm guilty of praying, like Paul, that God would remove the things that bother me or wear on me, the things that are uncomfortable for me - the thorns and the rocks. We don't always learn from the easy journey. Sometimes we need the rocks to help us become the best fruit that we can be.

Father, help me to strive to abide in the You. You are the Vinedresser, the one in charge of pruning. May I consistently submit to your pruning for growth. May I accept those difficult and uncomfortable things that you have for me so that I may grow into the best that I can be for you.

Road Trip Part 2

2010-11-25T20:54:00.003-05:00

Because I'm weird, I'm going to start my trip in reverse. I'm sad that I'm a horrible photographer and didn't take pictures of all parts of my trip. Use your imagination.

After the forum (next post) I met up with some college friends (and new friends) in Wake Forest, NC. It was good to catch up with a few of them.

The German. I love her!

Robbie and Carly! Two great guys!

Another good friend! Were it not for BCF Chapel...we may have never been friends!

Julie - such a sweet spirit.

Group Shot from the night!

Their party continued on through the weekend, but my trip took me further south to Raleigh to visit with a friend from my youth (group), Alicia! It was good to see her, catch up and just hang out together! (No pictures, I'm a slacker.)

After Raleigh I headed South - back to the land of Sun and Sand. I headed straight to Jacksonville from Raleigh, but since Keisha had to work the first day I headed north about 30 minutes to see this HOTT Mama! She's one of my sweetest friends from College with such authenticity and humility. She is a true joy!

Keisha worked again on Tuesday, so I headed to South Jax to have lunch with my cousin. I wanted to tell the waitress it was his birthday so bad (because it was just a few days before) but he would have nothing of it. Again, no picture.

Then in between her work schedule (that Lifeway store...) Keisha and I did what we do best. Shopped. Talked. Ate. Watched TV/Movies. We're good at it. Really good.

Then on the way home I stopped in Tallahassee to see two more friends at our regular meeting place - Cracker Barrel. Josh and Brandi are always game for some CB and a visit - even when it's their anniversary (yes, I forgot it was their anniversary when I called them randomly this summer to meet up.)

Needless to say it was a great time of refreshing with friends who have invested in my life and who I pray that I have invested just as much into theirs. It's wonderful when you see people you haven't seen in years and pick up right where you left off (after a few catching up questions of course). I am blessed with such wonderful friends. Now if only we could build a perfect community to stay in forever....

By now

2010-11-24T11:46:00.000-05:00

By now you've realized I did not post while I was away. That would be because I picked up my laptop twice (The main reason being to check my bank accounts when I heard of the chaos that broke out here in St. Joe with some bank accounts...a little scary. Just saying.).

I won't be able to give you a full report in this post. There will be more.

The trip went well. The conference was a-m-a-z-i-n-g. My time with friends in Wake Forest and Raleigh was well spent and refreshing. The stop in SC/Savannah didn't happen. I decided to head straight for Jacksonville. I was glad I did as it gave me extra opportunities to see more friends and family in the area. I got home late Friday night after a stop in Tallahassee for dinner with more friends. I spent an hour unpacking looking at a couple of extra outfits that were packed...wishing I would have just stayed gone a few more days!

Now that you know that I'm back - alive and well - I'll end this post and tell you to look for one in the next day or two with pictures from the trip! And more information of course.

In the meantime, Happy Thanksgiving! I pray that each of you take time to Thank God for the blessings He has so richly given!

I'm leaving on a jet plane...

2010-11-05T10:40:00.001-04:00

Don't know when I'll be back again!

Just kidding. I'm not really leaving on a jet plane. I'm leaving in the Murano. They may or may not get me to come back.

Seriously. I'm leaving PSJ for almost two weeks. I'm kinda beside myself. I've kinda been beside myself for a couple of weeks now.

Here's the plan. First stop:

I've been selected by Lifeway to be a volunteer for the event. They may see me and change their mind after the Dr. put me in a walk boot yesterday - but hopefully they won't. Either way, I'm excited about the opportunity! I'm praying I come away excited and refreshed.

After the conference I'm headed over to Wake Forest to visit a couple of friends at SEBTS. I haven't seen some of them in years, so it should be good! From there I'll head just a little bit further south to Raliegh to visit with a friend of my youth! I've seen her a bit more recently, but those visits are always too few and far between.

From there the next stop is up for negotiation. I was initally considering a stop in Savannah. Now I'm also contemplating Beafort, Hilton Head or Savannah. So who knows where I'll end up that night.

The rest of my time away will be spent in Jacksonville for a few days where I hope to see a couple more friends (and maybe do a little shopping).

As you can imagine, I'm pretty excited. It's been too long since I took a couple of days for myself. (The first week doesn't count...because technically it's ministry related! Hints the extra long trip!)

So, I'll try to do some posts from the road, but of course that will all depend on wireless connections from the road.

Ancient Words

2010-11-02T21:00:00.001-04:00

Do you ever hear a song that just rings in your heart for months on end? I've got one of those going right now. Part of the reason why I love Group VBS so much is because of the great songs they teach. This past summer was no different. Here's the lyrics to my favorite song from the summer:

Ancient Words

Words of Life, Words of Hope
Give us strength, help us cope.
In this world, where e'er we roam
Ancient Words will guide us home.

Ancient Words ever true,
Changing me and changing you.
We have come, with open hearts,
Oh let the Ancient Words impart.

Such a simple verse and chorus. Such profound truth. God's Word is TRUTH. We can find life, hope, strength, help and home through those great unchanging Words. The Word is unchanging, but make no mistake about it - there is power to change us in them! I pray my heart never grows cold and hard to the Word of God!

Festivals

2010-11-02T09:03:00.000-04:00

Just so you know, I'm not the festival type (apart from a fun church festival). They don't allue me. They hold no special place in my heart. In fact, I'd prefer to stay away from the crowds and the rides (that's another post by itself) and just the grossness altogheter.

You should also know that there is one festival that calls to me for some reason and I've yet to figure it out. It's the National Peanut Festival. I've never been. I've lived close enough to go for three years while in college, but it never happened for whatever reason. It doesn't help that every fall I see friends pictures and comments on Facebook. I feel as though I'm missing out on a part of life known as the Corndog Man? Who knew? I mean...comments from as far away as North Carolina about people who are missing this man...and I've never met him? And something about a competition of greased pigs (uncooked for those who are just thinking Bar-B-Q). It sounds gross, but interesting all at once.

It won't be this year, but one day, I will hopefully make it to the Peanut Festival.

So, to all those who are close enough to go and post pictures on Facebook, you're currently making me happy. It's almost as though I'm there, but not.

Sometimes...

2010-10-25T08:40:00.000-04:00

Sometimes I would just like to ask if it's really too much that I can breathe normally for two solid weeks before a medicine turns its back on me and leaves me stuffy again. I mean by now, I honestly feel like I've tried so many medicines that I could work for the FDA as insight to side effects and how the meds actually work...up through the first week.

I know you came here to hear me ramble about my medicinal issues. You're welcome.

In other news, I will soon (or a long time from now - since I'm such a faithful blogger) be hitting post 100. I will be accepting presents. ;-)

This weekend is the annual Fall Festival/Touch-A-Truck at the church. Basically I say that so you won't look for post 100 to be this week.

A week after the Fall Festival I am leaving town! As of right now, I honestly have no clue when I will return. Some people are just hoping that I do return...

Highs and Lows

2010-10-05T21:07:00.000-04:00

Sometimes the simple things in life make me happy. For instance, the article I read today stating that Frito-Lay will be returning to their less noisy packaging on most of their flavors. See - the simple things.

Then there are the other things that make my heart sink a little. Like say when the "Service Engine Soon" light comes on. Then minutes later the notification comes up that it's time for the tires to be rotated. All this while in the back of my mind, I know I'm already 200 miles over due for an Oil Change. I will say however, I'm glad all these things decided to notify me now rather than in November when I'm several hundred miles away from home.

Day off

2010-09-16T21:52:00.000-04:00

I know that there are a few jaws about to hit the floor, but I took a day off this week.

Some times your hair just gets to a point that something needs to be done. Something that hasn't been done since the last time a certain someone cut it. I needed that to happen again, so off I went to Dothan. I know, I'm semi-crazy driving to Dothan for a haircut. But re-read that first sentence up there. A day off was needed. Actually, a week off was needed but that will have to wait until November.

So what did I do?

1) Stopped in Graceville for Fried Pickles. A little out of the way? Why yes. Worth the extra time/travel? 100%. I'd do it any time. Every time.

2) Hit up a couple of sales! Hello 3 pairs of dress pants and 2 skirts for $6.50 each! A pair of 3T adjustable waistband jeans (for the nieces) for $2.87! I pair of super cute green wedges I saw for $49 at the beginning of summer for $11 at a liquidation sale!

3) Ran into a friend from college at the Lifeway store! Good to see my Dark Chocolate (that would be Alex for all those who know her).

4) Got a haircut. So fresh. So refreshing. (Shout out to Jenna!)

5) Came home and met the parentals in Mexico Beach for dinner.

All in all it was a refreshing day.

I woke up Wednesday refreshed. Then I remembered what the rest of the week held...

Maybe I'll make it.

Summer Challenge

2010-09-09T20:39:00.000-04:00

I'm here to tell you, I love giving a good challenge to kids. I love it even more when those kids accept that challenge. But what I love most - if that challenge has potential to feed them for life. The past three summers I've taught a class at church called BibleMAX. Each summer I've issued a challenge for the kids to memorize a verse a week - for 12 weeks. So far I have had two young ladies who have been faithful to rise to the occasion. They get so excited about memorizing scripture - which can be a little convicting to adults, even this one.

For this year, I decided to give them options for their reward (which was a lot bigger than the past few years). I gave the option of a) we would all get pedicures or b) dinner and a movie. Despite some older teenagers trying to convince them to go for the pedicure, they opted for option b. Option B changed when we heard Chris Tomlin was coming to town. The plan changed to Olive Garden and a concert. Then the plan changed again when they decided they would rather shop than go to the concert. They were torn about the decision, but I reminded them the reward was theirs for the choosing.

Throughout the evening I would ask the girls about certain verses, and they could still spout them off. I'm here to tell you, I may have had a moment or two of pride.

Psalm 19:1-6

2010-09-08T20:32:00.000-04:00

¹ The heavens declare the glory of God;
the skies proclaim the work of his hands.

² Day after day they pour forth speech;
night after night they display knowledge.
³ There is no speech or language
where their voice is not heard.

⁴ Their voice goes out into all the earth,
   their words to the ends of the world.
       In the heavens he has pitched a tent for the sun,
⁵ which is like a bridegroom coming forth from his pavilion,
       like a champion rejoicing to run his course.
⁶ It rises at one end of the heavens
   and makes its circuit to the other;
nothing is hidden from its heat.

Birthday Banner

2010-09-07T20:28:00.006-04:00

So before the big Birthday Bash, I was given a project...mostly because I couldn't see my Sister-in-law spending $30 for one from Etsy. I must say I actually enjoyed the project (hello stress relief) and it actually inspired me to be more crafty in general. I still need to learn how to sew though...

Here's the finished project - granted they're not the best pictures.

It was fun! Not to mention, if taken care of, can be used in the future!

Happy Birthday!

2010-09-06T20:27:00.000-04:00

Someone turned 4.

I remember when she was born. It does not seem like it was 4 years ago.

I think it's safe to say she's one of my favorite nieces.

We partied with Strawberry Shortcake.

Which can I just say - made me feel old. I believe I may still have a Strawberry Shortcake doll of my own in the attic. I know there's a Rainbow Bright up there...

There were family and friends, cake and chips, presents and the park.

That 4 year old didn't want to stop long enough for the presents.

I don't think she got that from me.

And the award for the youngest person at the party...

Sweet Libby

Happy 4th Birthday Harmony!

Guaranteed to be long.

2010-08-28T22:05:00.000-04:00

I'm not 100% sure how to start this one. I've put it off...for almost a full month. I've tried. More than once. Promise.

Most of you who I know that read this blog knew this beautiful lady. Others of you - I have no clue who you are (hello strangers) and therefore you likely didn't know this beautiful lady. And then there's the third category of those who knew of her, but didn't know her - you missed out (hope that doesn't sound prideful...but I'm being honest here).

My precious, precious Granny. It's been a month and 1 week since she went HOME. It's been the easiest transition for her. It's been HARD for me. This I do know, "the hesed of Jesus Christ - the consistent, ever faithful, relentless, constantly-pursuing, lavish, extravagant, unrestrained, covenant, furious love" that has been given to me has been sufficient. Sufficient. Enough. Not more than I need, not less than I need - for every single moment since she took her last breathe.

If I had to sum her up in one word, I would chose servant. She would do anything for anyone. In a heartbeat. Whether she knew them or not. Oh to have that heart.

I've been given the privilege to know her for 27 precious years. Not enough in my mind, but I don't get to make that call. I was taught by her, learned from her, led by her, watched her model life not just for me but for others as well. In her wake I realized that I have been given a place in her legacy. I did nothing to earn it. I don't deserve it. But that's part of the beauty of any legacy - we do nothing for it, rather it's a gift we receive from (or give to) others.

I've said it numerous times, if I can be just half of the person that she was, I would be something. She was huge in my life. Huge in my eyes. Loving, cheerful, wise, joyous...I could go on and on and on. The real thought that hit me just a few days after her funeral was this - if I'm going to be even half of who she was, if I'm going to leave a legacy like she did, it will require me to give my life - my whole life - to the Lord. Complete obedience. In EVERY aspect.

During the period of time surrounding her death I was about to wrap up a Bible Study that I had been going through throughout the course of summer. The study was on Ruth. And in only the timing of God, the last week was on Legacy. Over and over and over I wept through the last week of the study. I'm always amazed at God's timing, as I was with this word: "When Ruth gave birth to Obed, she had no idea that ruddy little shepherd boy named David was on his way. She knew nothing about an unparalleled genius named Solomon, or any other descendants for that matter. What she knew was faithful obedience and love to God during her earthly years would affect things long after she was gone, even if she never got to see how." (Kelly Minter, Ruth: Loss, Love & Legacy) Immediately following that quote follows this verse, "These all died in faith, not having received the promises, but having seen them afar off, and were persuaded of them, and embraced them, and confessed that they were strangers and pilgrims on the earth." (Hebrews 11:13 - "Hall of Faith" passage) My grandmother grasped this concept on such a large level. How I want to grasp this concept in the same way! She knew of legacy - as did Ruth. I am a legacy. You are a legacy. I will leave a legacy. You will leave a legacy. The question is, what kind?

The story of Ruth is just a few pages of the Bible. But without those few pages, the legacy that we find in Matthew 1:2-6 would be incomplete. Ruth's faithful obedience to God is what led her to Boaz which resulted in the birth of Obed, father of Jesse, father of David (umm...hello lineage of Jesus Christ!).

"We have to pursue Christ. He works all the other things out." Something tells me in the age we now live in, to pursue Christ is a legacy in and of itself. I'm for it.

Kelly Minter also has a CD that goes along with the Bible Study. The chorus to the title track has been the theme of the past month for me...

Life is loss, love and legacy.

It's heartache and mystery.

It's holding on when nothing makes sense,

To find the crown when you reach the end.

I could write on and on about the life of this woman and all that I have learned from her until you were probably worn out. This I know - I'm apart of her legacy. I want to leave a legacy as she has. I will pursue Christ, even when nothing makes sense, to realize in the end that God has worked all the other things out.

Legacy

2010-08-03T22:12:00.000-04:00

I know I promised to be a better blogger not too long ago. But life interrupted that plan. Life halted for a while, yet all the while it continued to go and spin and leave me in what seemed to be a whirlwind of thoughts and memories. I've been trying to think of what to write to convey everything this heart has felt, these eyes have seen, these ears have heard, and all this person has experienced over the past couple of weeks, but for the past two weeks I have been at a loss for words. Tonight I believe I scratched the surface of the words I have for you over the next day or two...or over my lifetime if you stick around long enough. For tonight - until order comes to my thoughts that will become words - I leave you with these words, these beautiful lyrics by Nichole Nordeman.

I want to leave a legacy

How will they remember me?

Did I choose to love? Did I point to You enough

To make a mark on things?

I want to leave an offering

A child of mercy and grace who

blessed your name unapologetically

And leave that kind of legacy

Not well traveled, not well read, not well-to-do or well bred
Just want to hear instead, "Well Done" good and faithful one...

Whoa buddy...

2010-07-15T22:12:00.000-04:00

I think it is safe to say that when I am busiest, God often has to throw out some pretty serious speed bumps (or Mountains) to make me slow down and get back to HIM.

He's been doing that. For a couple of weeks now. And sometimes it's not what I want to hear. And sometimes it hurts. But when it hurts, I know it's something that I need - be it something to change or something to do. At the same time, He has often brought me to passages that absolutely stun me at the validity they have in my life at that moment. I have been challenged. Perhaps these few quotes will challenge you as well.

"I'm surprised at how many people I've seen refuse to have hard conversations. Instead, they harbor anger and unforgiveness, never allowing for an honest exchange. Lack of honest communication has to be of the ultimate destroyers of relationships, while learning the quality of gracious but bold speech can be a balm in bitter and complicated situations." Kelly Minter
   - I have "ouch" written to the side of the quote above. It may have cut a little deep. It stung. And the flag and prayer of surrender may have had to come out. The prayer for gracious but bold speech is BIG.

"Open honesty in the form of humility is a beautiful quality - even in a culture that exalts the image of having it all together." Kelly Minter
   - I like to look like I have it all together. I'm bad about not confessing that I don't. So here to you fellow bloggers and stalkers...I confess to you that I do NOT have it all together.

And I have fallen in love all over again with the hesed - Grace - of God. It is such a beautiful, beautiful, yet very small picture of who He is. For instance...Revelations 19:7-8 says:

⁷ Let us be glad, rejoice, and give Him glory,
    because the marriage of the Lamb has come,
    and His wife has prepared herself.
    ⁸ She was permitted to wear fine linen, bright and pure.
    For the fine linen represents the righteous acts of the saints.
I love that we're given the picture of the church right here. She has prepared herself. But what did she prepare herself with? Fine linen, bright and pure. But did you miss the word right before that? She was permitted (another translation says given) to wear fine linen, bright and pure. Permitted. It means someone allowed her to wear it. She couldn't have done it on her own. She wasn't worthy we're invited to come out of kindness and authority. It's not up to us to clothe ourselves! Jesus Christ is our Righteousness.

I feel like I very quickly spit that out, and I hope it makes sense to you and speaks to your heart in some way. Perhaps it brings conviction. Perhaps it gives you a sense of peace. But for some reason I felt like it should be blogged. Perhaps it was for you. :)

VBS Continued

2010-07-14T21:35:00.050-04:00

I left you hanging in the Sail Away Cinema with Chadder and God Sightings. If you haven't heard of/done God Sightings with kids (or adults) it's such an incredible concept. It's exactly what it sounds like - God Sightings. You encourage kids to watch for God EVERY day, and share where they spotted Him with the group. It can be almost anything that reminds them of God. A butterfly, a rain storm, God helping a family member feel better...the list goes on and on.

We do have a nursery for the children of the workers. This year they were the Tugboat Tots. Precious. They learn the same lessons as the older kids, just in a lot more "hands on" ways. And a lot more Playground time.

In Bible Voyage, there was always an adventure to be had.

So many Bible Stories to be told.

So many kids to get the Word of God into!

Then there was crafts...

And other random things...

All in all, it was a good, busy, God honoring week. HE gets all the glory. He alone could pull off such a week.

I still have the remnants of dark circles...He doesn't have any I'm sure.

Dear Blogspot,

2010-07-13T21:35:00.000-04:00

~~I feel as though~~ you have been neglected. For almost two months. Of course if you need proof, I'm sure I could go take some two month old pictures of Micah to post to prove that it's been two months. The pictures I've seen...he's grown like a weed!

I'm sorry. I'm going to become a better blogger. Hopefully.

Starting now.

This has been the main reason for my neglect. At least a month and a half worth. But before the end result, there's a LOT of prep work to be done (make sure you hug ALL your VBS workers!).

Yes that Mast almost touches the ceiling. Yes we do have a very "tall" Sanctuary.

There of course were plans in the back of my head to have a few more details worked out and on display. But a girl can only do so much. And the kids never knew the difference. I'm pretty sure they had fun regardless.

You should have experienced the excitement over the snacks in person.

And the singing and the dancing (led by the talented Mr. Matthew - he's the best.)

Though the pictures don't look like it, we had our largest crowd in the 4 years that I've directed. ...As well as our first decision in a couple of years! Praise God!

Pre-schoolers always make VBS fun. Not to mention keep us laughing on a regular basis. One of the boys in this picture...the FIRST time I laid eyes on him...EVER...looked at me and said "You're a Nazi."

I was thankful for a good laugh in the middle of the chaos the first night. He quickly became one of my favorites.

Then there was one of the girls who in the middle of the week said, "Miss Sarah's the bestest!" I wish I could have recorded it to play over and over and over. Not to make me prideful. It was just that precious!

In Sail Away Cinema the kids kept up with the journey of Chadder as well as discussed their God Sightings.

And I think that's all you get for this post.

If I post them all now, I'll run out of material before tomorrow!

Just kidding.

I'm not that boring.

(I hope)

Handsome Little Fella

2010-05-20T20:59:00.000-04:00

Today, on their 4th anniversary, my dear sweet college roommate and her husband welcomed to the world Micah Allen...

He's quite handsome. If I have to say so myself. But I know I won't be alone in my opinion...because I know his Grandparents and Aunts!

LeeAnn and Jason had some friends stop by while I was there, so the pictures are of when they were holding him mostly. I didn't think to ask someone to grab my camera while I was holding the sweet baby boy, but Jason has some with their camera.

So...without keeping you from him any longer, here is Micah. In all his cuteness.

Mom and Micah are both doing great! She looked beautiful...but I figured she would give me the evil eye if I tried to take her picture...

I've been around

2010-05-18T21:03:00.000-04:00

Yes, I'm still here my friends. Alive. Kicking. But I think the paint fumes are starting to get to me...

You see, I usually (when I do) blog in the evenings. Well the last couple of weeks I've been working on "projects" at church. I will likely be working on these for weeks to come as well. I completely re-painted and somewhat redecorated one of the main children's rooms upstairs. I'm ready to paint the second and then get it redecorated as well. Hopefully that will be the Thurs-Sat project of the week. That only leaves VBS backdrops and decorations...

Amidst all the painting, God has been kicking my rear. I'm pretty sure He threw some conviction at me last night that just about completely stole my breathe for a couple of moments. It's hard. I didn't really want to hear it. But hear it I did...now I have to change. Hearing now seems like the easy part.

What about you bloggers...what has God been teaching/speaking to you about?

Are you ok?

2010-04-21T22:45:00.000-04:00

Have I shocked you yet? I mean...3 posts in one week, can you handle it?

This post was supposed to happen a week ago. Instead...I ended up visiting one of my girls in the ER. Glad that's over. (LA - I just remembered your text that I got while driving the church van. She's much better! Thanks for the prayers!)

So here's the post that was supposed to happen...that's now happening.

One of my girls is moving. She will no longer be a 2 hour drive away. I have not become ok with that yet. I don't know that I will. But life goes on, we grow up, we move on. Life is cruel that way. SO...LeeAnn and I loaded up (with the lovely Miss Ivory) and headed to Graceville. The day consisted of spending one more day in the trailer together, eating one last plate of cheese wantons together (wishing it was a plate of friend pickles) and taking a few of our last pictures together all in Graceville. Granted if we needed it...Graceville will still be there. Probably the Wantons. Probably the pickles. And, well, we can take pictures anywhere. Either way, it was somewhat bitter-sweet.

These girls - as I believe I've told you before - are some of my favorites! They most likely even hold spots in the top 10. Just sayin'!

Jason was so very nice to share Shauna with us on that lovely April 12th as it was their 2nd anniversary. I think it may have been the fact that we offered to help them pack that sold him.

Miss Ivory entertained us all day! She quickly warmed up to Jason...

And I'm pretty sure he warmed up to her!

In the Morning

2010-04-20T22:19:00.001-04:00

Usually my mornings are a bit hectic. I'm not one who likes to get up early. I don't know that I like getting up and going to work either...but it's what has to be done.

However, I must say that mornings are my favorite part about living where I here. On mornings like today you just may get to see this:

or even the bigger picture:

There's just something about this view that calls me to come and worship the Creator. That invites me into His presence. It slows down the hectic mornings. It shifts the focus from me to where it should be.

Perhaps one day I'll be a regular morning person!

I'm Full.

2010-04-19T21:45:00.000-04:00

I'm pretty sure I blinked and the weekend disappeared.

Or maybe it was the 14+ hours I spent on the road that did it.

Either way, it was worth it.

Friday morning around 7:45 we left the church parking lot headed south to Tampa to see this wonderful woman:

Which was such a wonderful, wonderful event. When she came up into our section during the early morning session...my pulse and blood pressure may have gone up a few notches from excitement alone.

Of course with her comes:

Which is almost as exciting as her. Almost.

We got back to the church about 10pm Saturday.

So, that should explain why I am so full (not to mention tired). I'm still processing. I'm still soaking it up and taking it in. Perhaps one day I can share with you all what I gained. In the meantime, you'll have to accept this post.

Good Words

2010-04-13T21:58:00.000-04:00

"If you will place your trust in Him, He will always - I said always - make sure that in the end you will look upon your foes in triumph. No illness, loss, rejection, or betrayal will ever get the last word. You will stand to your feet stronger than ever. And oh, may your unseen enemy regret the day he set the crosshairs of his weapon upon your forehead."

Beth Moore